let me tell you something

Meticulous kids annoy the shit out of me. Not all of them just the certain type, the certain type that seem to put up a front, a fake persona that they want everyone else to see to make them seem a certain way, use different vocabulary, wear certain clothing and stuff like that. I see through you, and you annoy me.

After last thursday things like that wont be happening for a while, or so severely. It was just an off night. Having that sort of fun is out of my system for now, I cant say I didnt have a good time though. Got a concept for a book, hah.

I think Im gonna go through some changes and although they maybe subtle, they will change things and the people around me. Its something Ive been wanting to do for a while and now after a chain of events Ive decided to do so. You may not notice anything or maybe you will.

I have a voice and its about time I make myself heard.

Dont Worry About It.

Since the last post of mine my summer has sort of taken off a bit. I must say the most exciting thing Ive done was go to a sixth grade graduation at my older elementary. It might not sounds that amazing to you, but you have no Idea. I probably laughed the most that night than I have in a really long time. Michael know he loved us screaming the loudest when his name was called.

So if you ask me if my summer has taken off, I'll happily respond Yes.

Summer school isn't that bad anymore Ive gotten used to the fact that I chose to go and its gonna help me out in the long run. Dare I say that I'm actually starting to enjoy it? I just might, so don't judge me. I mean if you get past the 5 hours of geometry and other lame elements of it, its not so bad and its definitely better than sitting at home doing nothing at all.

After a number of conversations with certain people, Im starting to realize that Im becoming annoyed with some of my friends because Ive become more aware of how whinney some of them are and hypocritial and just plain annyoing. I dont know if I will be doing something about it because I chose these people as my friends flaws and all right? Well I really do hope I do nothing.

Intelligent Imput

Im starting to feel dumb. So Im taking Geometry during the summer to get ahead and take Chemistry sophomore year the class is really making me feel stupid. Math is pretty much my best subject but I keep getting 69-85 on tests and craap. GAHWD.

Im still waiting for summer to take of into a miraculous chain of events that make me never want it to end but it still hasnt happened. Not really done anything fun either.

I NOTICED TRON IS FOLLOWING MY BLOG LASK;JFHUQB <3>

Cant Concentrate

Fuck.
School ended Thursday, freshmen year over. It seems as like it was just yesterday that it started and I was shitting my pants about starting high school. I really do think I missed out this year on a few things. I didnt do everything I really wanted too, and I let a few people hold me back from those things. Alot of things have happened this year dumb shit, bad shit, fun shit, lame shit. If I could Id change things.

Summer school starts monday, the joy of six weeks of nothing but 5 hr days of Geometry. I want to get out this summer, leave San Diego to somewhere Ive never been before.

Visit my best friend Malcolm in Tucson would be nice.
I want this to be a good summer.

Laptop shit in half, no stickam for a good few weeks.

Orly?

Angry rant;
I honestly could care less what you do, or in this case ''who'' you do. Dont think for one second that I get stuck would stuck on you and your latest interest. Its not my priority, sorry?

Not angry rant;
Today was no finals but I had two hours of AVID which was still hell. As much as I dont want school to be over I want finals to end.
Not much to say today.

I fall for people to easily.
Damn.

Im Tangled Up in You.

The post name is irrelevant, in case you were wondering.

Alright so today I was late for school because I woke up at 8:00 and school starts at 8:15. On top of that I took my biology final today. It was stressful but thankfully i passed!!! It was a relief and now I have a solid B in that class. Im really striving for A's and B's this semester, mainly because my dad said Id get a laptop if I did. Now just for that english final, if I pass that means I'll go from a C to a B. Anyways enough of that.

A month ago I started getting calls from a restricted number who'd just sit there and say nothing. Eventually they started to talk to me. I've grown somewhat of a friendship with this person, I've come to call them 'Kiddo'. I can't say I know much about this person, but I like talking to them. I guess something about not know who they are is relieving in a way if that makes sense. I do hope someday I'll learn who they are but for now Im perfectly fine not knowing who they are. We talk a few times a week or so, sometimes about something and other times about nothing. Im really glad this person decided to call me randomly.

School is just a few days from its end. I cant say Im ready for it to end because Im not. Im one of those rare kids that actually enjoys school, I mean without it I sit at home bored doing nothing. School keeps me occupied. I am somewhat excited for sophmore year because I chose to take piano, and its something Ive been wanting to learn.

Signing yearbooks is something I enjoy. It makes me reflect on memories I have with the person im writing to. I guess I do get sort of Halmark-y haha, but I mean everything I write. Im too broke to afford a yearbook. Im okay with it though.

Until next time.

K-A-N-G

Memorial Day is today.

I was just watching Scrubs and the episode was about a man facing death. It was sort of hard for me to watch because me, myself am afraid of death. I've always tried to avoid the thought of it because a weird feeling comes over me. I guess thats why I still somewhat have my faith. I dont tell my friend about that much, my faith I mean, its mostly because today religion is looked as something bad like a reason to look down upon someone.

My parents came home last night and they havent missed a beat. Things are back to normal and I love it. Schools almost over which will throw things out of whack but then there is summer school. Ive come to terms that Im not gonna a job this summer, it might be fromt he lack of trying. Hahha.

Goodnight.