Today was a good day, although not over, id be satisfied with it right now it it did. I hungout with my friend Michele. I havent seen her in a while, we sort of fell out of touch last summer. I've missed her greatly and Im glad we took today and finally went through with our plans. We talked about many things and caught up on everything. I hope we become better friends like we used too. I could really use a friend like her, just someone who is happy and sort of carefree.
I broke my phone at Rebeccas party sunday night. I was uhm in a delusional state to say the least and I dropped my phone in the toilet. I tried that trick when you put your phone in a bowl of rice over night. Well it worked for the most part. My phone functions now, I just dont get service. So failllll.
I need to file a claim to get a new one.
I WANT THE FUCKING PALM PRE.
I dont know what happened today, but it was for the best. I began to think about somethings that are bothering me and I came to the realization that I dont need be letting these things bother me. Most of these things are bothering me because of me. I have lately turned into an asshole, and I can see that.
In my previous blog I talked about wanting to rid myself of bad "things" and what not. I still want to do that but take a different approach to it. I want to rid myself of my bad attitude, well not so much my bad attitude but the attitude I have towards certain people and things.
Lately Ive been pushing my own best friend away. Ive been a dick to her and lots of other people.
Im gonna be a better person, I am gonna be happy.
I do always have a smile on my face but this time its gonna be a smile with a reason behind it.
Things are gonna change.
I dont know what it is. It could be all the sudden feelings of regret, or maybe its seeings you everyday for a whole school year thats taken us to the place we are now in our friendship. Im not saying I regret out friendship but the choices I've made while being in said friendship. Is a new best friend something I need?
Things just arent the way they used to be. I dont want to try to make them the way they used to, I just want it to happen.
hvlbasdifnqefrewincv D:<
I dont know.
I need to quit myspace, I know I wont. But I surely want to. Ive become to absorbed in it and its, for the lack of a better term, dumbess.
Have you ever felt like you need to clense yourself? Not like take a shower and get clean but like do a self improvement. Rid yourself of un-needed "things" for you to feel "better". Its hard to explain but thats what Im feeling.
Where to start and what needs to go is what confuses/scares me.
:/
Im starting to come around to this short hair thing. Im actually liking it alot, I can see myself keeping it short for a while, maybe even all of sophmore year. I mean it is time for a change, I've had long hair for a while now. Its easier to manage too, no fussing with it and shit. I feel cute :)
Yesterday was Natalie's birthday so Happy Birthday to her. Altought I totally failed at making her the cake because I put too much cake mix in each pan and it turned into a sort of giant cupcake we made it work. That cake was delicious despit it being a bit under cooked. Her birthday didnt go a certain way we would have wanted it too but what we got was great anyways.
We thought it would be a good idea to go on a late night stroll to the park. It was going great for a while, until the police showed up and we had to bolt. Not gonna lie I was scared for two seconds. It was a real rush though, from what she has written Natalie enjoyed her birthday so success!
Tia leaves tomorrow for Denver, sure I'll miss her. hahahahah
see what I mean, cute :D ^^^
I feel guilty for having the thought that you are stealing my thunder. I know its probably not intentional on your part or anything and its the way I am perceiving these things make me feel this way. Yet I am the one getting jealous. Things are becoming more difficult as the days go on. Sheesh, I hate brains.
I rant alot about useless things, I guess it helps in a few ways.
I think people get bored of me.
Shit.
Mmmm its been a while since the last time I posted one of these. Not much has changed really.
I am out of summer school now :) I passed Geometry with a A-, so Im pretty happy about that. I have yet to be able to sleep in because of various interruptions and such. Tomorrow is my day to sleep in, I can feel it!
My mom's birthday was last tuesday, shes 43 now and Amandas birthday was thrusday, shes 16 now. Oh and I have a new cousin as of friday! Her names Brenda, well I guess you could call her my cousin? I dont exactly know the relationship between the daughter of my cousin to me.
Hopefully summer can really take off now you know. I wanted to go to the beach tomorrow but I really dont see that happening.
Ive got someone on my mind, I have for the past two weeks. Im a sucker for sweet talk.
Dang it.
Its been a few days since I last posted something. Basically my summer is finally taking off. Although I'm still in summer school I'm not sitting at home doing nothing afterwards anymore. I'm getting out and seizing the day that I have.
This last weekend has been nothing but family and I enjoyed pretty much every minute of it. Ive missed being with family like it used to be all the time. Not saying that I'm gonna be with family all the time from now on but I would like a lot more of it. 4th of July was my cousins quinceniera that I was in, I wore a snazzy zoot suit type tuxedo. It was a great day and she looked so gorgeous in her dress. I was really close to crying during her ceremony thingy, lols big softy. Tia was there to spend 4th of July with me. First 4th of July together<333
Recently I hung out with Monica and I realized how much I have missed being around her. The both times we hung out in the last two weeks have been nothing but laughs and more laughs. I loved every minute I spent with her and our kite. We made lasagna and it came out delicious and better than anything Olive Garden can offer you.
Summer school is over next week. I have to say it sort of makes me sad. I liked summer school for that fact that it left me with something to do for 5 hours of my day rather than sit at home in that time like everyone else probably was. I got a new friends out of it, its all been good.
Hope things continue this way.
